Greetings and Well met! My name is Raistlin, though my friends call me Rico who is my “fursona”. |
It’s nice to meet you all!
I try to branch out as I move along in my art work, but primarily what I draw is anthro stuff and I do feel like i’ve gotten pretty good at it! For the most part I will post SFW stuff here, no Porn or anything.
As a fair warning to you all, I am an honest man and though I try to watch myself I will slip and be a little too honest or blunt and not sugar coat things. If I do end up saying something that causes offense; I apologize in advance!
I will do my best to read and answer any comment you leave me as well.
and before any of you ask, I’d don’t do requests and I’m not currently open for commissions BUT once I am I will put up a journal about it, I do not do point commissions since I have no use for those so cash only and by Paypal.
I also have a Tumblr ricofoxmods.tumblr.com/ so feel free to stop on by there and check that out <3
Yes i do have a FA but I don’t post there really so you all don’t really need to go there heh.
one last thing and this is Important, my work is to stay here on this site and my tumblr, you do not have permission to take from here or there and repost it elsewhere under any circumstances. Do not repost, edit or claim this artwork as your own.
long answer. Because due to the demands of a certain family member i live with it “doesnt bring in enough money and i need to be working for her not drawing”. doesnt care that it makes money, just that it doesnt make enough and also i have to help build her business to get it off the ground so it brings in big money and also do my daily house chores and run errands for her and put up with her shitty behavior and as much as id hate to say it, this takes higher priority than drawing and i truly barely have the energy to do it. and leaving isnt an option for me right now since i do not have a car or a job job or a steady enough income to save to buy the things i need. Also 6 days of my week from 8:30 AM to 7:30 PM goes to her and whatever she needs for me to do, cant object to it because its either that or GTFO and i truly cannot afford to be kicked out yet.
so yeah thats why i cant take commissions or even draw that much stuff for that matter, my miserable life style is in the way for now. truly it was because of me i got more of my time taken, to her it looked like i wasn’t taking my responsibilities seriously. and thats the story she will sell, about how unmotivated i am to move unless I’m told to, and even if I’m told to ill drag my feet or not do it at all. and she’s tired of having to tell me to do things at this point if i had of just been a good little worker ant and did everything i was told to when i was told to do it and not drag my feet or not do it then my situation right now would not be so dire. i didn’t sign up for this shit though, i originally came down here to make sure my mother was okay because she has fallen down and hurt herself.
she’s placed a lot of shit on my shoulders that i could fuck up, but because she’s so tired she’s at her wits end and now this is where we are.
I clean her house, I wash her and her husband’s clothes, i take out her and her husband’s trash, i run errands for her, her husband and my sister, i buy food for everyone especially her, i feed her 2 to 3 times every other day, i clean up after her pets, i serve as a counselor for her and emotional pin cushion to take out her fury on, i keep up with her yard, i manage things in her Facebook, twitter, linkedin, hoot suite, twub, odesk, google docks and spread sheets, i have to keep tabs on dozens of people to get them to cooperate with her for her business, i have to manage some high school students radio show and things regarding her radio show as well, i have to put out mass emails for her own radio show every sunday and make posts about it on mondays and tuesdays i have to keep up with things she puts on moxtra, dates schedules and events and so on… there are a lot of things she has me doing. and i gotta tell ya all that is hard to keep up with for one man, even if i have them all written down or ringing me to be reminded to do these tasks
and because I’ve slipped up and slowed down or neglected or forgot some of these things I’m responsible for, she is angry at me for having to keep pushing me to do these things, its gotten to a point where failure is not acceptable
oh i have told her that its too much before. she doesn’t give a damn, because she will compare herself and what she’s accomplished under more dire situations than me
she doesn’t care why or how it didn’t get done, only that its not done
Been putting up with this shit for over 3 years now.
Reblog and pass this around if you please, so people will know the situation im currently in. Now i have plan on moving in with a friend that RECENTLY came up, but it all hinges on me finding a job out there where he is and so far no positions are open that and him keeping his job long enough to save up to get a car and an apartment, all i can do is keep trying.
Thank you to whoever took the time to read ^^